little ms hunney...

i dun wan any history to repeat..
hate the stuff done...
she's attach lah fir,forget her...
wads wrong wif making tat sum1 happy??
is it of any wrong??
my life is really full of dejection...
giving ur heart to sum1 who's attached for yrs is really a bad thing..
but wad wrong wif giving my heart to my dream gerl...
this feeling is killing me!!
i guess its betta if i dun even like any1...
is it a betta way to close my heart to every1 n change myself in order not to hurt myself anymore??

my sacrifices is for her happiness....

but y doesnt they appreciate it...

suicidal thoughts are in my mind...

The Day

todae is the day i'm like supposed to b emo-ing uh...
cos she doesnt like me as she likes another guy tat is frm the same klax as her...
she told me tat so i kinda confessed to her...
really hate confessing to the core...
i knw tat she like him as its so damn obvious...
her mood revolves arnd him...
both of them like each other but they're afraid to tell each other..
i,tryin to cupid, told the guy of her feelings towards him...
i just wanted the gerl to b happy n both of them to b happy...
quarrelling everydae doesnt mean tat their relationship couldnt work out...
i really really hope tat they could b together happily..
but deep down inside of me,it really hurts...
i hate tis feeling...
i'm gonna seize this opportunity to help matchmatch them together...
i wan to see her happy...
tats all i'm asking for..
i cant b selfish..
if its meant for me,it will b mine...
if it doesnt,i'll just help her to get wat she n him fully deserve...
i dun like to see ppl unhappy...
if possible, seeing my loved ones being happy is really sumthing sensational....
they joy on her face,her smile of happiness n everything she does are full of joy..
tats all i can say for nw...
i really dun wan to lose a fwen n a loved ones............

POLY!!

Poly life is getting stressful n tiring lor..

sumtimes...i tink of her...

alot of ladies in my course...

onli sum interest me but the sensation isnt the same as her...

my life still revolves arnd takraw...

her birthdae is cuming along..

hope tat my attachment doesnt clash wif her birthdae...

pls pls pls!!

she seems hapi throught her blog...

i'm hapi for her though...

doing well for my clax quizzes...

a pass is better than a failure...

slp in most lecture klax..

perangai sey me..

haha... gosh..gd thing the lecturer didnt caught me slpin...

made a close relation wif atiqah(a klaxmate of mine)

she is quite fun to b wif...

anw,Fee took my pics wif a canon camera...

n it turn out damn fantastic luh sey...(above)(:

yest stuff n present

here's sum pics frm yest interview yaw....

hope u like it...

n i took sum pics wif sum of the new takraw ball tat will b sold in store soon...

i cant wait uh...woohoo!!!

bout todae...i went to work after nt been working for almost 3 wks straight!!!

like wth kn...i knw it lazy of me...i've been tired uh wif stuff lately...

nid to take a break for a while...:D

guess there's little for todae....tired uh...

n there's i more thing left...MANCHESTER UNITED LOST TO LIVERPOOL 4-1 LAH DEY!!!

nvr haf heard or seen man u lost at old trafford tat bad....

must b their off day uh...hmm...must b uh...

onli 1 lost in epl is ntg much...

man u is still top in the table...

n i believe tat man u will win all 4 cup...

those loses r ntg compared to a fail courtship...

hw m i supposed to make her heart open??

guess its kinda difficult uh...

nid to persevere more...

serious shit??

the title was just random uh...

ntg to do so just type it uh...

hee...:D

todae,went to payar lebar for the media interview stuff at the s'pore satay club...

it was like havoc uh wif eddy n his jokes n mepek-ness...

haha...:)

life was absolutely great for me..everything went smoothly wifout any bad omens gg on..

i was hoping to see me face in the news...

it did show me but partially onli n tat was less than a minute...

huhu...nvm,there's alwaes another time...

guess wad they say to the media of their xpectations...they wanted us to achieve gold for the SEA games...tat is like way too impossible luh...

gold in SEA games u knw...

haiyo...the pressure in on...

after tat we took sum crazzzeee pictures....

it was awesome uh i mean wen they announce tat we'll b receiving allowance for playing in the national team...tats quite gd uh..betta than ntg...

then we had sum yupi yummy meals sponsored by the s'pore satay club....

n had SATAY!!!it was very tasty uh i tell u...

we went hm together played a mind game...it was fun n kecoh uh...

then relax at hm...n todae dun haf training at bedok!!

yay!!i like it sey...but still went to keat hong's training...got selected to play for them in inter-regu...it feels great representing for sumthing...

watch her dance video yest...

her dance is kinda cool uh...i loike...hee...:D

so tats all bout me todae...:P

the memories of her remains in me....

playin takraw as i tot of her as a source of my motivation..

the presence of her makes me feel more secure knwing she's safe being by my side...

tiresome

too xhausted uh but my life went as per norm...
went to gym again,tis time wif ridzwan n zafri...again...
then we went swimming!!
i rode down the slide n shouted her name...
gd thing they nvr hear tat...hehehe...
we went to the jacuzzi n catch up wif each other telling bout our lives...
we oso tok bout our past yrs during sec n pri sch yrs...
(signs)gooooooooood times...
then repeat the normal life as yest...
fetch my adek as his fwenz hse...
n saw tis gerl who idk wad to say uh....
nvm...change topic...i went to zaf's hse soon after...then fell aslp...
the bed was damn comfy uh!!! i like it..
haha...then slp at hm...
woke up b my dad in the nick of time to go for my takraw...
i tot of skipping it...
but then later my juniors say me attitude,wad a hassle,man..
just go...half-dead...then until finish training then went hm...
tats all folks...my life is kind of a bore...

these sense of misses aint gg to move her or wad...
she doesnt care wad u feel like...
u're ntg to her besides being just her friend....

todae went to the gym again wif zafri...

we were damn tired uh frm yest workouts...

but wat to do...ppl nid to kip themselves trim n fit...

okay..bout todae...mostly a repeat of yest's life...

wen to the gym,take shower,go zaf's hse,play takraw at nite...

its basically the same stuff... but tml,there'll b an xtra dude cuming...

n we'll be doing the same i tink wif an xtra swimming!!!

i love swimming in the water n playin wif it...

its kinda fun you knw...u shuld try it sum time...

well...todae got sumting xtra uh...

i took sum pics of me n zaf after shower...

room for improvement??

the unknwn capabilities tat r un-noticed...

my life ends here for todae...